I hate you#

This is what I say when I'm teased by my friends. After finding out the truth.
I'm struggling and asking myself from time to time.

" Why do you lend me your hand to find myself and took it back when I need it the most ?" 

Independent is what you gave me and now what's next ?

I thought I knew everything but I'm contradicting myself.

Are my thoughts the real facts or it's just my thoughts ?

I keep reminding myself.

D-O-N-'T D-O I-T *

When I'm heavily contradict wanting to tell you this.

Even though I'm not perfect but I'm human with feelings too.♥.